2011 short post

I just accepted the fact that it is already 2011 unwillingly 20 hours ago. The year 2010, silly yet memorable. The year that is more up and downs with much of unforgotten memories. Well, it's not a bad year after all and that's why I'm really not ready for 2011. All I could wish is a better year. Yes, I'm gotta work something out to make it be!

Looking for any community services or any volunteer events. Thanks.

2 more to go

Oh well, I don't feel like studying anymore. Looks like I need motivation. Frankly speaking, Doing it is not hard, but I wonder is the examiner is hardworking enough to let me score... I can't screw this.

Round 2: Biology

This is very awkward. I've try to study every chapter since morning. The conclusion I get is the more I study the more I realize, I don't know everything. Every corner from the text can be twisted and modified to be a question. And what's more fearful is, I can't even answer question from the past year without referring to the book. Am I doomed? It looks like I've having some kinda of internal stress. A stress that is not visible nor sensible, it is deep inside and you don't feel it. They say that sometimes you should release stress play playing computers. However, what in turn is not releasing it, but adding it, with a little bit of fear and guilt. Looks like it doesn't help... Now, I decide to stop studying and get a good rest. I'm not a smart person and I'm not hard working either but I'm not giving up..

What the fuck!

There's 15 more days to STPM, but the thing is OI still can be so relax now. What nerve has gone wrong in me?! I still remember during my UPSR, I can be so paranoid 3 months before it; PMR 2 months; SPM 1 month; so how bout STPM? Is time to wake up already... ---------- So now, Pray hard to GOD, please gimme CGPA 3.50 above, I believe I can get it sience I want to get it so much. STPM, here I come!=)

13/8

Phone update at mcD. First day of deactivating my facebook account; And now there's wifi availability, I just cant wait to reactivate it to online, but I must control myself!

Only band 4... Heartache