I thought I will be having a sober mind when I wake up today... Shed some tears again, stupid me...

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Spend the whole afternoon and evening with my brothers. I kinda miss them because we have not met for at least 6 months. We've spent our time talking a lot about recent life and our past memories. I'm quite happy for all of them. Some of them do well in their studies, some not; some earned quite some money, some just okay; some used to be a DoTA addict, have not touched the game for almost half a year! Things are getting unbelievable these days don't you think so? I'm glad they have a good life, though I've not been reported about any bad things from them, hope they are as good as they said.

The good thing is, spending time with them do helps to sooth my emotions. Not forgetting the shopping spree that I've been today. Tried hard to control myself, but still, I spent around 350 dollars for the goods. I feel quite happy about it, rather than feeling guilty on the spendings. Looks like the saying of "shopping release stress" doesn't only works on women.

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I hope we could spend all these happy times together. Even we are not, I sincerely wish she can be happy doing whatever she's doing...