Severn's Journal IV: 2009

- Continue from "Severn's Journal III: 2008" - ... January, 2009 – Severn’s prediction was right. Friendship can be forever but it doesn’t mean friends can always be together. In Severn’s gang, there has been a curse; everyone is single as long they were in the group. But when someone started their relationship, the group will soon be shattered. From that cases happening onwards, the members started to dislike those who give up friendship among them for just to be with the people they like. But in this world which human will take friendship above love? Severn have tried to stop this from happening, he have experience it before. Hates among friends doesn’t bring any advantages. It seemed it’s no use, the outings between members as well as the number of presence is getting lesser. Members were busy with jobs, colleges and “you know what” reason. 12th March, 2009 - Do you think Severn will continue his story? I don’t think so. But, I got a story on this day. This was the day I waited for 3 months, doing nothing but wait. Surprises, shocks, sadness, happiness, consciousness, eagerness, and hopeless was shown in SPM 2008 candidates’ faces on the day. No one is fully confident about their result. And I’m the one of them. I’ve promised myself if I get a B in SPM I’ll go and suicide. But who will be so foolish? I get a result that I am not satisfied at all. Compare to others my result consider the good 1 but for myself it’s just nothing. Disappointed, sad, regret was useless. Even I cry the B won’t change to A. I got nothing from the result but at least I have a chance. A chance to get a better result… “A person who never made a mistake never tried anything new.” –Albert Einstein-

Before this day, I thought I’m always the best one. I thought I’m very smart but actually I’m not. Maybe without failure, I will never get to taste the real feeling of success.

-End- (If I won’t recheck the story, I’m lazy to continue…)